Lyrics:

every mirror even rearview i gaze into wishing well for you tryna find me every time i look away it’s a hard reset please so i’ve arrived now at this hotel lounge i eat meat beyond my means until my stomach sours all these people they got money bunch of real deals and i wanna spit in the flowers there’s a bar fly he’s got my name on him i got his eyes on me he wanna take me home in my mind’s eye i watch him chew me up i watch me spit you out oh no no no i gotta go you chased me down there for a good twenty miles back in Charleston man i was just passing through but i remembered that night we were laughing in bed and i realized this will all end i squeezed your hand til it burned red now i’m just trying not to see my grave in every goddamn mile ahead so tell me how now did we get here to this place where we don’t dance no more i can’t see straight i been driving too long i need space now but once we had a home we had a home and i said “I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I”

Lyrics:

you stood there right in front of me like destiny mhm or maybe a portent of that death at 28 i dreamed dilated and clean mhm into the mirror on mushrooms they say don’t look at your face but i did it anyway who was i kidding i wasn’t ready for you you stood there right in front of me with my naivety spilling held to the light, a sad brass melody ran down my cheeks i was singing to you shadow divin’ deep into the mirror dirty bathroom i could barely see my face but i kept staring anyway yeah who was i kidding i wasn’t ready for you you stood there right in front of me like an acid dream mhm this time there were six moons and five of them began to gleam one stayed dark and lost i think it’ll always be and in the mirror where our eyes bloom i said don’t look at my face but you saw me anyway man who was i kidding i wasn’t ready for you who was i kidding i wasn’t ready for you